Sunday, April 17, 2011

klu ktorg tak syg, ktorg tak kan buat cmtue!

mintak maaf tp seyes ana terase sgt!
untuk statement "kenapa semua diluar pengetahuan aku"
mungkin ape y ana nk ckp pas nie sound mcm ana defend dri ye mmg pn..mmg nk defend dri pn ..sbb tue bnde y betol kn..

xterniat pn nk wt bnde dibelakang kamu..tgk cm cter2 ur ex before..mmg xpenah la plk ktorg nk amik kesah pasal dorg sbb ktorg tau xde bnde y mencurigakan xdelah nk slongkar ke whatever.tau cter dorg dr mulut kamu bile cter y baru nie kuar...something wrong somewhere and u admit it too right?! u confess to me that night bout how u feel....maybe not 100% of the story u have told me..but seeing this now, that just fine.. I'm hurt I dont wanna know anymore...if him u trust more than the doubt that we have..if him you trust more than the 98% of the story that u heard from her..if him u trust more that the doubt u once have...than suit ur self...u have all the right to decide, its ur life n ur future..

atleast, ktorg da lepas tanggungjawab ktorg sbagai kawan kamu..ktorg wt "bnde diluar pengetahuan kamu" sbb ktorg nk kn kepastian..klu ktorg main ckp je kat kamu tanpa usul periksa..nnt ckp ktorg fitnah plk..mlm tue ana berani ckp pn sbb kamu sndri y mula kn dlu..ktorg xnk ckp dulu sbb ktorg tau bnde tue xpasti pn lagi kn..dan 1 lg sbb ktorg tkt nk ckp sbb ktorg tkt kamu akan lebeh percaya die dr ktorg dan bnde tue mmg betol rupe nyr..

semua nie salah ana jugak sbnarnya..sbb kamu bercerita ngn ana aje tp ana pn bercerita plk ngn org lain kn..tue slh ana..dan ana mintak maaf..
dan y pasal kamu "org y terakhir tahu semuanya"...kamu kena paham tyme bnde cter2 tue kuar..kamu xde ngn ktorg tyme the privilege the 1st person know tue xdelah..nk wt cmne.. but the story still the same right..tahu dulu ke tahu kemudian pn..cter sama jgk..citer y xleh nk diubah kn..wallahualam..

ana mintak maaf dr ujung kaki smpi ujung kpala, dr awal kte kawan smpi skarang..mintak halal makan minum.

semoga kamu berbahagia ngn keputusan kamu..^_^

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Trying Pancake

*C&P from fb~^^  

Six year old boy decided one morning to make pancake for his parents. He found a big bowl and spoon; He pulled a chair to the counter, opened the cupboard and pulled out the heavy flour canister, spilling it on the floor.
He scooped some of the flour into the bowl with his hands, mixed in most of a cup of milk and added some sugar, leaving a floury trail on the floor which by now had a few tracks left by his kitten. He was covered with flour and getting frustrated.
He wanted this to be something very good for his parents, but it was getting very bad. He didn't know what to do next, whether to put it all into the oven or on the stove, (and he didn't know how the stove works!).
Suddenly he saw his kitten licking from the bowl of mix and reached to push her away, knocking the egg carton to the floor. Frantically he tried to clean up all mess but slipped on the eggs, getting his pajamas white and sticky.
And just then he saw Dad standing at the door. Big tears came in the boys eyes. All he did wanted to do was something good, but he did made a terrible mess. He was sure a scolding was coming, maybe even a spanking. But his father just watched him. Then, walking through the mess, he picked up his crying son, hugged him and loved him.

Moral of Story: That's how Allah (SWT) deals with us.

We try to do something good in life, but it turns into a mess. Our marriage gets all sticky or we insult a friend or we can't stand our job or our health goes sour.
Sometimes we just stand there in tears because we can't think of anything else to do. That's when Allah (SWT) picks us up and loves us and forgives us.
But just because we might mess up, we can't stop trying to "make pancakes" Sooner or later we will get it right, and then they will be glad to see that we at last tried...

"Success is not permanent and failure is not final. So, never stop working after success and never stop trying after failure."

Monday, April 4, 2011

mase tok menuip segala abuk~^^

eeeee....berhabuk seh blog ana nie...>.<
aiyooooo..bnyk nyr nk kene kemas..hahaha

bkn ana sombong sem nie sesgt..sgt..sgt..sgt..sanggggatttt bzy tau! sob3~
sedey tau..nie nk ngadu nie...hukhukhuk^^
life as student mmg sume da sedia maklum la kn...assignment..quiz..test...standard la kn?
tp...bile bnde2 nie sume ditambah ngn keje2 GOP mmg binasa masa n badan ku..T_T
ehhhh..tggu2 sat...ana bkn nk ngunkit tau..nononono~ just meng'state'kan ajew..kikikiki =P

GOP>>> yg plg ana x bleh blah bile kene jual Cheesetart dr bilik ke bilik kat kolej2 utm nie...adoi!!! penat ok!! (ulang suare: ana bkn nk ngunkit tau..nononono~ just meng'state'kan ajew..kikikiki =P)
mule nyr mmg xde plan pn nk jual dr bilik ke bilik nie...sbb terpakse jual jew nie...kene abes kn stok y patot nyr abes dijual tyme pesta tp xterjual..haiyoooo...*marah3!!!*
mule2 tgk cheesetart nie, mmg excited abes la..feels like I could eat the whole box in  
bile da siang tgk cheesetart, ptg tgk cheesetart, mlm pn cheesetart lg..esk nyr cheesetart lg..luse pn cheesetart gk..."haaa bole hampa bayang dak??" da penat nk tgk cheesetart nie taw..*dan disbbkn cheesetart gk la kami sume jd emo!..haishhh*
tp sbnarnya bersyukur tau...cheesetart bg ktorg rezki nk berGOP nie..kn2~ huhuhu>.<"
1 thing I learn: niaga nie ssh gk sbnrnyr..1st ktorg untung pas2 rugi plk.dan adew mcm2 lg kerenah n cabaran dlm bisnes nie kn.btoi dok? ^_^..
thats why, ana mmg respect kat auntie2, kakak2, abg2, pakcik2, & sume la golongan2 org y berniaga respect kamu..♥♥♥

me, myself n I >>> my current issue is my hair! ana adew masalah keguguran rambut! ye sy tau rmi org ade mslah nie n ade org ckp bnde nie normal 
normal kah bile rambut ku y tebal jd nipis skng? normal kah bile shampoo rambut, skali tangan lalu kat rambut nie berpuluh rambut y gugur? *ops, terover la plk* tp ana x tipu okay, tyme mandi bkn sehelai dua y gugur tp cecah 2 figure okay... 
mula2 tue mmg ana wt bodo je...risau tue risau tp pikir biase je la tyme ana g china *haaa...nnt ana cter psl ana g china plk..hehehe* tyme kat china, abah tegur rambut ana asal gugur bnyk sgt nie...mmg kene bebel gk la tyme tue...ana pn start worried pas2 xlame pas blk dr china ana g salon... 
I cut my hair short! seriously short! but I'm not regretting it..I ♥ my new hair~~♥♥♥
kurg la sket gugur tp still gugur y potong rambut ana tue pon tegur rambut ana da nipis.. die tanye ana pki shampoo ape? ana ckp ana pki pantene..die ckp skng nie Pantene, Rejoice & Sunsilk da x elok! jenama elok tp sbb skng sume buatan thailand, bnyk chemical da girls and boys out there, take note okay^^
starting this week..ana pki shampoo organic + tonic...hope my new baby hair grow faster..o_o"

that all for now I guess...hope to c u soon..later~
and thx for reading (^_^)v
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